Sunday, December 25, 2011

Christmas ♥


Time really flies eh!! This year is coming to its end soon~
This year's Christmas is so different for me because I'm not at home, and there is no long holiday for me.. haha! But well, Christmas is not about holiday, yet not about being at home.. It is about CHRIST ♥

There is no Christmas without Christ!
Last Monday, I got One Utama newsletter, it is Christmas edition, and they have this mini game inside, find the words related to Christmas. Sadly, according to that newsletter, words related to Christmas are tree, gifts, dance, snow, mistletoe, etc. I couldn't find Jesus, or savior, or Galilee, or anything that really has the exact relation with Christmas.

The meaning of Christmas has been overshadowed by celebration, events, sales, gifts.. and often made us forget the real meaning..

Today is Jesus' birthday. The one who came and died for us. Yet we don't give Him present, but we ask presents from Him. We busy finding presents to give to other people. We busy celebrating, but forgetting the meaning.

This Christmas remind me that it is His birthday, and it is all about Him. He deserves the best gift from us, which is our life.

I love Christmas, and will always do. Not only because it is about holiday, celebration, gifts, sales, but because that day Jesus came to the world. Without this day, I would never be saved. So, thank You Lord, and happy birthday Jesus!

Merry Christmas people!
Have a blessed one =)

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Just an intern updating =p

Hello hello!

Today is my 4th day as an intern! Woohoo.. one more day and long weekend is waiting =D=D hahaha, not that I don't like my job. I like it, but I need beauty sleep and rest =( tired of the journey and lack of sleep is eating my concentration and focus =(.

Anywayy, it's been great hereee! Just 4 days, and I got 2 Christmas presents from my manager and my supervisor! We had team lunch too yesterday, ate in Toast and Roast in SS2. The Char Siew is superrr niceeee (y) hahaha. I like it here because they all let me learn a lot of things. I got to expose a lot of stuffs regarding to recruitment, training, managing, and other stuffs.I got to know some friends from Sunway too. We are actually studying in the same university but never saw each other. So we get to know now and be friends. Moreover, now I have more knowledge about Bandar Utama Shopping Mall. Haha!

Funny coz last week my friend, T, said how she loves Sunway Pyramid, and how good it is coz it is a one stop shopping mall and unlike 1U, Pyramid can make use of all spaces. Yesterday people working in IBM said 1u is the best shopping mall, it has everything, unlike Sunway Pyramid that is very packed, 1u is spacious enough and it is a one stop shopping mall (as well).

As a conclusion, I guess we will say the place (or things or people) that we know and understand best is THE BEST, while those unknown for us is not so good. This happens in our life. We say our friends are the best while not knowing other people might be better if we know them.Get to know Jesus first before you said He is not the best. He will surprise you. =D

Have a great day everyone.

Sunday, December 04, 2011

Exam Tomorrow.

One of my favourite verse:

Proverbs 16:3
Commit to the LORD on whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.

Yes I am committing my study to Him and I believe my plans to graduate next year with flying colours, make HIM and my family proud, will SUCCEED!


Sunday, November 27, 2011

Everyday I'm in Love

God's greatest commandment :
Matthew 22:37
"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind."

I wanna fall in love with You again and again and again ♥

Handmade Christmas Card

Welcome Indra Tan back in blogspot and Hi Rika! =p

I just finished making a Christmas card~

 Quite satisfied with it, even though there are some little errors there =p

handmade Christmas card :D

This is not my idea. I woke up too early so I browsed through Google Images to find some cute cards idea and found this:

(I found it in but I think it  is originally from not suree -_-)

It is nice, simple and easy to be made.
So I just copy it hahahahahahaha :p
I wanted to use thread to make the "Merry Christmas" words, but it was SO hard to create the words ==a so I gave up and wrote it with marker instead hahaha.

Anywaysss, still happy with what I've done =DDD
Christmas is coming soooonnnnn!! Happy happy!

Last Friday, SW14 celebrated Pre-Christmas Dinner.
We got gift exchange!
I got this cute antique diary~ so niceee! Like it much!

Antique Diary with Christmas card from Nia ♥

Happy Happy Christmas everyone! =DDD

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

C.N Blue - I am a Loner~

Fall in love with Yong Hwa after watching Running Man.. hahaha...
He is not only good looking, but also smart, sweet, and funny! ♥


Thursday, November 03, 2011

Samsung ST600 Pink! ♥

HEHEHEHEHE.. I got me a new toy.. ♥
Guess my blog is gonna be filled with pictures again :D

Friday, October 28, 2011

I Saw Aaron Yan!!!!!!


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Ce Merry Wedding

Eeeeee!! Saya sedang di Indonesia loh! Hahaha.. kemaren sabtu pulang, soalnya ce Merry menikah pas hari Minggunya, tgl cantik ui! 9 October 2011 (09-10-11). Jadilah gue pulang buat weddingnya dia..

Sedikit cerita tentang dia.. Dia menikah di umur 2 hari sebelum 27 tahun, tgl 11 Oct kemarin dy baru jadi 27 tahun.. Dia dulu pernah cerita kalau dia perna bilang ke temennya, dia mau merid sebelum umur 27 taun, dan temennya kaya yang ga percaya bisa gitu, soalnya dy ngmg gitu pas umur 25-an, dan saat itu dy blm punya pacar. Tapi Tuhan itu gaul :p ga lama gitu kayanya, ce Merry ketemu sm si Ko Athien ini, dan keluarga ce Merry setuju sama ko Athien.. Jadi belum ada 1 tahun pacaran, mereka uda siapin buat weddingnya loh.. Terus bisaan aja menikahnya di tgl cantik dan ce Merry msi blm umur 27 tahun hihihi..

Foto prewednya cantik2 ui! Weddingnya di Plaza Gajah Mada gitu.. Ni sedikit dari foto2nya hohoho...

 me and ceceh :D
 big sis big bro :D
 si Honce dtg juga :D
 me and lil bro ;)
yg ini narsis seudah weddingnya hahaha..

Happy Wedding & Happy Birthday ya Ce Merry :D
May your life full with loves and blessings! Gbu :D:D

Terus, ini pas gue pulang, pas2an libur mid term break.. jadi gue bisa pulangnya seminggu gitu, sampe nanti Sabtu tgl 15 Okt baru balik Malaysia lagi.. Si Ko Frank juga lagi di Indo, dia libur juga, 2minggu, jadi dia dari Selasa minggu lalu gitu ud balik duluan ke Indo, tapi ntar balik ke Malaysianya hari Sabtu juga, cuma dia dari Bandung, gue dari Jakarta.. Ngomong2 soal Bandung, kemaren ne gue abis ke Bandung lohh hahhaa.. Berkunjung ke tempat ce Monce.. dan makan! =p tapi sayangnya gue jatuh sakit :( hiks hiks :( kayanya kecapean gitu, kurang tidur, terus Bandung dingin, jadi flu dan meler2 :( jadi ngerepotin ce Monce sama si ko Frank haha.. Maap yaa :p sekarang sih uda mendingan setelah tidur puas hehe..

Gue balik ke Jakartanya hari Rabu kan, sama si ko Frank, dan 1 hal yang bikin gue super hepi adalah.. karena kita jadi ke TA!! Hahahha... Gue pengen banget foto di Little Icon di Taman Anggrek. Baru gitu kayanya, waktu itu liad si Tata foto lucuuuu, jadi pengenn, jadi uda bilang ko Frank kalo mau foto di sana... pas hari Seninnya ga jadi uda sedikit kecewa, tapi ternyata hari Rabunya jadi dongg kita bisa foto ke sana hahahaha.. Hasilnya lucu2!!

Hahahahaha!! Inilah hasil dari foto kita di Little Icon di Taman Anggrek... :D:D Lucu kan? Hahahhaa.. Agak norak sih :p Murah loh.. cuma 50ribu rupiah gitu,, terus foto 16x, dapet 2x4R sama CD berisi filenya! Mantap kan?? *promosi* Hahahaha.. Kita aja mau foto lagii :p soalnya yg pertama namanya coba2 amsi ga gitu tau harus gimana :p next time kita uda ngerti dehhh! Hahaha...

Ahh seandainya yang kaya gini ada di Malaysiongg. Di sana foto sticker aja mahal bangetss huhuhu :(
Ayu Ko kita ke TA lagi foto!! Hahahhaa..

Thursday, October 06, 2011

Aaron Yan is Coming to Malaysia!!

Wee weee.. Traecy told me that Aaron Yan is coming to Malaysia.. weeee.. He is!! End of this October hahahaha,, 28 Oct 2011-31 Oct 2011..
I wanna seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥

Can I can I can I??
*finger crossed*

*happy max*

Pemimpin yang Tidak Sempurna

Beberapa hari ini, gue disadarkan satu hal, kalau pemimpin itu ga selamanya perfect.. malah most of the time, yang ga perfect yang jadi pemimpin.. pertama kali, gue merasa aneh ketika liad 1 pemimpin kok ya ga bisa jadi teladan.. kok bisa yah orang yang kaya gini jadi pemimpin, padahal banyak orang2 lain yang lebih capable, yang lebih bisa, yang lebih competent..

Tapi kejadian ini gue sadar ga cuma sama 1 kelompok dgn 1 pemimpin, next time gue liad lagi pemimpin lain yang ga sempurna, next time gue liad lagi, sampe hari ini gue tersadarkan kalau gue sendiri, ga sempurna, gue bukan yang terbaik juga sebenernyaa di tempat gue ini, banyak yang lain yang lebih skillful, lebih jago, lebih cocok untuk ada di posisi ini.. Why me? Why am I chosen? Why are they chosen? Why are we those who are not perfect chosen? Why?

Dan gue pun mendapatkan jawabannya!
2 Korintus 3:5 says "Dengan diri kami sendiri kami tidak sanggup utuk memperhitungkan sesuatu seolah-olah pekerjaan kami sendiri; tidak, kesanggupan kami adalah pekerjaan Allah."

That's it!
Kalau sekarang I can, I am here, it is because of Him!
Kalau seorang pemimpin udah sempurna, melakukan segala sesuatu dengan benar, manusia akan cenderung melihat manusia, dan lupa pada Tuhan. Mereka akan merasa kalau mereka bisa karena memang mereka bisa, karena mereka competent, sanggup, dan kekuatan mereka sendiri bisa. Tapi Tuhan ga mau itu semua! Tuhan membiarkan pemimpin jatuh, gagal, supaya para pemimpin bisa lagi sadar kalau we need Jesus. Kalau sekarang kita sanggup dan bisa itu karena Dia, kita dipilih karena kasihNya bukan karena kekuatan kita.
Tuhan ga lihat kemampuan kita, Dia ga liad betapa bisanya kita, tapi Dia liat maunya kita, hati kita yang mau dibentuk, belajar, diproses, yang terus depend on Him =)

Now I understand, why I am not chosen to be a leader in the place that I'm skillful, instead in a place that I really only depend on Him. The same thing goes to others.

Rencana2 Tuhan memang luar biasa =)
Lesson untuk kita, kalau kita melihat pemimpin kita ga sempurna, atau gagal, atau jatuh, don't point at him and blame him. Instead, we help him, together pray to God. It is in the process. Karena bukan yang sempurna yang dipilih Allah =) yang terbaik menurutNya yang dipilihNya..

Dan buat kita yang merasa ga pantas jadi pemimpin, well, kita uda dipilih Tuhan, kalau Dia percaya sama diri kita, kenapa kita harus ga percaya? At least if we don't trust ourselves, we trust God! Believe in His choice =) So don't give up! Hang on =)

Dan buat kita juga yang merasa competent and should be the leader, tapi orang yang jauh dari sempurna itu yang jadi leader, chill! =) In this case, Tuhan akan sediakan tempat yang lebih cocok buat kita untuk bertumbuh, tempat itu memang untuk dia yang lebih membutuhkan, karena prosesnya akan luar biasa untuk dia, dan untuk kamu, kamu akan disediakan tempat yang lebih luar biasa, untuk memproses kamu lebih lagi. =)

Stay in God ♥

Monday, October 03, 2011

New Camera.. *considering*

Oh man..............
My desire to have new digital camera came back...
This is due to the downgrade of my Blackberry, from my pinkberry to gemini. Why? Well, my pinkberry reached its max, sometimes it off itself, and the "a" button is no longer working... This gemini that I'm using now, was lying there in my house coz nobody is using it. My dad got it as a gift from supplier I think, then he did not use it, so when my pinkberry broke, I just took his gemini. ANDDDD Gemini's camera is super bad :( like compare to my javelin, it is really bad. REAL bad. It prevents me from being myself who likes to take self-photograph. Hahahaha!

Sooo, exploring what choices I have..
Since a very long time ago, I really want to have this Canon G-series. Well, first I want the Canon G10.

Which now has improved to G12.. You see how long already I'm craving for this camera?? G10-> G11->G12 now!

What is so special about this camera? It is actually because of this:

You seeeee.. We can rotate the screen mannnnnnnnnnn!! A very good feature for people who like to take pictures of their selves :p :p :p hahaha, anw the price is around RM1600, which is expensive and can actually afford a DSLR camera. =((

My 2nd option is... *drumroll*.........................

This little cutie.. :D Canon Powershot SX230 HS. It has pink color! It is compact compared to G12, and it is nice.. hahahaha... But it doesn't have 2nd screen or screen that can be rotated =(((((, well the price is around RM1100, RM500 cheaper than G12 hahaha..

So this is my 3rd option, recommended by Miss Traecy..

Samsung ST550! It has 2nd screen! Hahaha. Very good. But it doesn't have pink color =( it looks pink right in the picture? But I think it is purple color..

They have like orange, red, purple, gold, blue.. I don't know why they do not have pink color =((  I think the price is around RM500 now? I'm not sure.. hahaha..

Badly want new camera =((

Friday, September 30, 2011

Don't Stop Me Now!!

Don't stop me now!!! I'm having such a good time!! =p
Today was one of those random days hahaha..
Went out with my girls to have fun!
We really had a good time and wished that nobody or nothing (read: assignments) will stop us.
And this song can't get out of my mind..
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen.

This is my first time seeing the MV though. I (WE- me, traecy, and indria) like this song because of the magical musical we watched in Sunway Lagoon 2months ago. Hahaha. It's a fun song!!

Don't Stop Me Now - Queen lyrics.

Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time
I feel alive and the world it's turning inside out Yeah!
I'm floating around in ecstasy
So don't stop me now don't stop me
'Cause I'm having a good time having a good time

I'm a shooting star leaping through the skies
Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity
I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva
I'm gonna go go go
There's no stopping me

I'm burning through the skies Yeah!
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man of you

Don't stop me now I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time just give me a call
Don't stop me now ('Cause I'm having a good time)
Don't stop me now (Yes I'm having a good time)
I don't want to stop at all

I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars
On a collision course
I am a satellite I'm out of control
I am a sex machine ready to reload
Like an atom bomb about to
Oh oh oh oh oh explode

I'm burning through the skies Yeah!
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic woman out of you

Don't stop me don't stop me don't stop me
Hey hey hey!
Don't stop me don't stop me
Ooh ooh ooh (I like it)
Don't stop me have a good time good time
Don't stop me don't stop me
Ooh ooh Alright
I'm burning through the skies Yeah!
Two hundred degrees
That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit
I'm trav'ling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic woman of you

Don't stop me now I'm having such a good time
I'm having a ball don't stop me now
If you wanna have a good time
Just give me a call
Don't stop me now ('Cause I'm having a good time)
Don't stop me now (Yes I'm having a good time)
I don't wanna stop at all

La la la la laaaa
La la la la
La la laa laa laa laaa
La la laa la la la la la laaa hey!!.... 

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Plants vs. Zombies

Oh yea! Lately addicted to this game.. hahaha...

Plants vs Zombies! Hahaha..
This is all because of Trace and Feli! =D

Not recommended unless you want to stick around with your itouch/ipad/iphone all the time :p
*lebai dikit*

Sunday, September 04, 2011

Sekilas Info

Hai.. saya mau update karena sudah lama tidak update..
Beberapa sekilas info:

- tadi baru selesai dance campaign! dan hasilnya luar biasa menyenangkan ^^ walaupun ga perfect, tapi bisa nyenengin Jesus, that's the most important think ;) dan bisa bawa joy and blessings for others, more than enough for us!

- uda interview 2 minggu yang lalu hahaha.. kabarnya masi belum ada.. anytime in this week.. hope for the best one :) yahh, saya si percaya sahajahh I will be placed in the best workplace, just like now I'm placed in the best community :)

- anak komselku 3 ikut ER! Such a great news :D:D jadi saya akan ikut ER juga deh biar bisa nemenin juga ^^ sungguh2 puji Tuhan! Kuasa doa memang nyata loh guys!

- besok kuliah lagi.. setelah sebulan libur, sminggu kuliah, seminggu libur, ga bisa menerima kenyataan kalau besok kuliah lagi :( hahahaha, reality is knocking my door.. tugas sudah bertebaran.. no more main2.. ato first class hanya tinggal mimpi :( noooooooooo....... superextrahardworking+Hisblessings+yourprayes are totally needed.. SEMANGAT!

- aku uda ntn smurf loh kemaren.. exsmurfly smurfy! *apa coba hayo :p*

- I'm HAPPY =D SO I wanna share my happiness! *curahin happiness*

Sekian sekilas infonya..
God loves you guyssssssss! :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

♫ Owl City - In Christ Alone

In Christ Alone Lyrics - Owl City

In Christ alone, my hope is found

He is my light, my strength, my song

This cornerstone, this solid ground

Firm through the fiercest drought and storm

What heights of love, what depths of peace

When fears are stilled, when strivings cease

My comforter, my all-in-all

Here in the love of Christ I stand

There in the ground His body lay

Light of the world by darkness slain

Then bursting forth in glorious day

Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory

Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine

Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me

From life's first cry to final breath

Jesus commands my destiny

No power of hell, no scheme of man

Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home

Here in the power of Christ I'll stand
Till He returns or calls me home

Here in the power of Christ I'll stand
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Internship=I'm gonna miss my holiday

Wowowowow, sudah lama menelantarkan blogku tersayang :p

Hi allllllllll =D Long time no see :p
Gue lagi di Indo sekarang, berlibur sih judulnya, but what I did mostly nyantai, tiduran, baca, main itouch, dan makan bubur. (Memang iini yang disebut liburan yah hahaha) Btw, No, I'm not sick. Tapi kayanya bubur mala jadi makanan wajib di rumah gue, ga ngerti kenapa. Tiap kali bangun, turun ke bawah, nyari makanan, yang ditawarin pasti "mau makan bubur?" hahaha.. secara gue suka, I'm okay sih, tapi getting bored juga karena ga makan real food :p until yesterday gue keluar sama ade gue makan yakiniku donggssss :D lanjut pegi sama Hony gue makan ramen! Ha! Balas dendam! =p

Minggu depan gue uda harus balik Malaysia lagi, cepatnyaaa... liburan ini sudah mau berakhir OH NO NO NO. Results gue akan keluar OH MAN. New sem alias year 3 akan segera mulai OHH NOOO. Internship semakin dekattttttttt *jambak2 rambut*. Ngomong2 soal internship. Gue gtw gue uda perna mention di blog apa belon, secara sekarang gue uda super jarang update hahahaha. Gue bakal start internship dari tgl 19 Desember 2011 (which is ultah si Bu Sisca, si Andy, si Jessen, sama si Ci Ipii *haha ga penting abis*), which is juga Senin setelah exam week gue berakhir. Which means kalo abis exam gue langsung internship langsung kerja, yang artinya gue ga ada liburannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :""""""(((((( yang berarti juga gue ga bisa pulang Indo, ga bisa ketemu mami papi tercinta, ga bisa merayakan christmas dan new year di Indo lagi :"""""((((( pertama x nya gue bakalan ga ngerayain taun baru dan natal di Indo. Gaul ih gue, sok ngerayain new year eve di luar negeri. *menghibur diri* hahahaha. Tapi kabar gembiranya pacar gue juga ga bisa pulang Indo! hahaha, dia mala lebi kasian, masa deket2 natal sama taun baru ujian?? hahahaha, mending gue kan, bisa ngerayain natal n taun baru di luar negeri, bareng pacar lagi! Kurang apa coba? Hahaha mule ga jelas gue.

Ya pokoknya gue Desember mulai internship, sampe Maret. Jadi ga cuma gue ga bisa pulang pas natal dan taun baru, pas hari terpenting setiap taunnya, yaitu pas xin cia, gue juga ga bisa pulang :"""""(((( besides angpaonya (xixixi), gue sebenernya merindukan acara kumpul2 keluarga besarnya sih, kan ya jarang2 tuh, semua bisa pada dateng n kumpul, nongkrong2 ga jelas, nyesek2in rumah, membuat gue sadar banyak bener sodara gue dan keponakan gue dan auntie dan uncle gue, dari segala umur juga ada hahaha. Karena semenjak gue di Malaysia, gue tuh uda missed banyak info, berita, dan acara keluarga. Masa kemaren ini ada keponakan gue ultah yg ke 1 di rayain di McD gitu kan, jelas fam gue dateng semua dongsss, terus foto keluarga semua gitu, terus ga ada gue kan, kurang gue sendiri, eh ngko gue rese, dia mala sengaja kirim fotonya ke gue lagi hahaha, bilang kalo kurang 1 orang. Well, yah, nasib :'( but that's why photoshop was invented rite? hahahahahaha

Okay, kali ini serius, masi seputar internship. Gue punya berita besar, haha, lebai. Belum besar sih, besar tuh kalo gue uda dapet tempat buat kerja ya hahaha. Yah tapi ini starter deh :p gue akhirnya kepanggil interview nihh, di Mattel Inc.. Tau tau? Yang bikin barbie ituhh :p hahaha. So far, gue baru apply satu doang, ya si Mattel ini. Dulu gue ngarepnya, apply 1, kepanggil interview, keterima. Ya uis. Hahaha. Memang agak parah sih gue tapi ya kan namanya ngarep haha. Tapi aye disuru apply lebihan sama supervisor. Gue si apply lebihnya ya ga masalah, cuma gue horor di interviewnya. Hahaha. Pemalu dan grogian :'( tapi apa gue apply segambreng aja x ya? Kepangggil interview kan bisa jadi ajang gue latihan! Tapi ntar ketolak jatoh lagi self-esteem gue :'( *labil*

Jadi sedih mikirin internship :'( soalnya sejujurnya gue takut :'( I know I shouldn't be.. sudah ditegur beberapa x.. "Hai orang yang kurang percaya, mengapa engkau bimbang?" - Matius 14:31
Hiksss gimana ga bimbang Tuhan, pertama x nihhh :"((((( di negara orang pulakkkk. Yayaya gue emang banyak alesan hahaha. Tapi teteupppppppp *ngotot yah gue*.. gue takut kalo interview trus gagal *amit2*, takut ntar bos gue cacat kaya si chaos@work yg bikin My Stupid Boss itu, tapi mungkin bagus juga ya kalo dapet boss kaya gitu? Siapa tau gue bisa ikutin dia bikin buku juga hahahhaa *mulai ngelindur lagi*. Gimana kalo ntar gue ga suka tempat kerjanya? Gimana kalo 1 1nya tempat yang nerima gue letaknya super jaoehhhhhhh?? Gimana kalo ini? Gimana kalo itu???? Arghhhhhhhhhhh *jedotin pala ke laptop*

Pusing kan sekarang kebanyakan mikirin.. hahaha...
Tapi ya uis yahh, seperti hal2 lain yang sudah kuserahkan padaNya, I will surrender this to Him too... Secara selama ini Dia ga pernah ngecewain, selalu ngasih yang terbaik.. =D terus juga ada pesen gini kann "Serahkanlah segala kekuatiranmu kepadaNya, sebab Ia yang memelihara kamu" - 1 Petrus 5:7
I believe. Just believe.. Segala kekuatiran gue ga ada apa2nya dibandingin besarNya Tuhan gue. Rasa percaya gue ngalahin rasa takut gue. (mungkin itu yang bikin gue pede cuma apply 1 doank kali ya, percaya kalo Mattel emg tempat gue dari Tuhan, pasti jalannya dimudahin, ya ga? Kalo ternyata ga dibukain jalan itu, baru cari tempat lain. Hahhaa. aduh agak salah nih gue) Iya salah banget sih, kalo cuma doa tanpa usaha juga ya gitu2 doang atuh Lennn. Ga mungkin kalo gue ga usaha apply2 sana sini, tau2 company2 manggil gue tiba2, hahaha serasa siapa ajeee gueee :p

Intinyaaaa, rasa takut gue adaaa buat internship, it's fine. Rasa takut itu yang bikin gue mau usaha juga biar ga ngecewain. Tapii, rasa takut gue ga boleh nguasain gue.. percaya gue ke Dia itu lebihhh daripada rasa takut gue. I believe kalo seperti sebelum2nya, My Super Hero bakal ngasi gue yang terbaik juga buat internship gue =D. Well kalo memang sampe gue ditolak ditempat 1 or 2 or 3, ya siapa tau Tuhan emg cuma pngn ngasi gue pengalaman lebih soal interview :p ato memang yah yang jelas si bukan disitu tempat gue. Kalo gue dapet boss nyebelin *mudah2an nga* yahh siapa tau gue bisa bikin buku tentang dia? *teteup* hahaha. Kalo tempatnya jauh.. ah caranya pasti Tuhan sediain ;)

Kemaren tiba2 gue kepikiran sesuatu, yaituuuu.. ke manapun kita ditempatin Tuhan yah, Dia pasti sempurnain segalanya. Hehe. Wong gue kuliah ke Malaysia aja Tuhan sediain biayanya.. kalo seandainya gue kerja jauh, Tuhan pasti sediain temen buat anter jemput gue *loh* hahaha.

1 Petrus 5:10 bilang Dan Allah, sumber segala kasih karunia, yang telah memanggil kamu dalam Kristus kepada kemulianNya yang kekal, akan melengkapi, meneguhkan, menguatkan dan mengokohkan kamu, sesudah kamu menderita seketika lamanya.

JanjiNyaa, (memang menderita dulu sih, sekarang gue menderita stress pusing mikirin dan nyari2 company, grogi bakal interview dan lain lain lain :p hahaha) tapiiiii Dia akan melengkapi, meneguhkan, menguatkan dan mengokohkan!!
Asik ya? Hehehehe.
Memang gue blm bisa blg banyak soal internship gue bakal jadi gimana, wong mulai juga belum, tapi gue tau, itu bakal jadi 1 time in my life di mana gue bisa belajar banyak, dan bersyukur banyak hehehe.

Yahhhhhhhhh, so I will just believe! surrender! (bukan give up loh yaaa) *dan nyari2 company lagi*
anyway guys, lagi dalam kebimbangan apapun kalian.. just believe aja yah =) He, I guarantee you, will always give u THE BEST.

Sekian ngalor ngidur gue di pagi hari..
panjang juga yah hahaha
Have a great great day all!!
and wish my interview and internship luck yah dan full of blessings!=D

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Pucca's Restaurant - Very cute game!


So, my friends know that I love pucca, and Feli found this game in itunes and she downloaded it in her ipad then she showed me. First look it is very cute! haha, but since I was too busy studying for exam =p, I haven't found time to search for it. Till my another one friend sent me pucca's invitation in facebook, I finally remembered to search.

So I downloaded it.

and it is very CUTE!!

seeing the pucca cooking and running here and there lol

then I 'asked' my 2 friends - Indria and Traecy to download as well, so I can have friends. LOL
and now they're addicted LOL
and Anty downloaded it as well.

it is a very cute game for your ipad, itouch, and iphone!!
The idea is you have a restaurant and be no.1 chef ;)
it is free!!
and it is offline! no need internet connection like others.

come come let's play together and see the cutie pucca!

Friday, July 01, 2011

Exam is coming soon!

Bye-bye assignmentsssssssss!!!

Finally I am done with this semester's assignments!!

Beberapa udah kasi tau resultsnya, some not yet, but dari yg uda kasi tau, results gue are unexpectedd!
Yep2, bener2 ga gue sangka punya hasilnyaa.. they are the best from God.. Gue bener2 ngerasa itu nilai hikmat and really really not because of me. Hehehe. Tapi memang bener ketika kita ngandelin semua usaha kita, the output won't be as maximum as when u depend on God. I did my best and God did the rest, we're a very perfect team (y). Thank You, Lord! ♥

Next week is my (supposedly) study break.. not break from studying.. but class break to study.. :( mau belanja >.< haha
next next week, I'm gonna have exam. Final exam!! Sem ini cuma 4, karena research paper kemaren ga ada examnya, ada vivanya doang yang dimana groupku lumayan sukses :D:D *credits all go to Him :)*

I was struggling so hard to find my motivation buat study.. buat apa gue belajar? nilai bagus2? ujian ga nyontek? kurang tdur? dsb dsb.. I was tired, and upset.
Until I remember, pelayanan terbesar gue buat Tuhan saat ini adalah study gue.. dan gue belajar sampe dapet nilai bagus karena gue pengen nilai2 gue bisa jadi kemuliaan buat Tuhan.. I'm doing all this for Him..
Kalo dulu gue nilai bagus untuk kesenangan diri gue sendiri, sekarang nilai bagus gue maunya untuk kesenangan gue sama Dia. Dia senang, saya pun senang :D.

Kemaren ne gue belajar 1 hal.. soal nyontek.. ketika gue ga nyontek dan gue dapet 6, dan ketika temen gue nyontek, they all got more than me.. I was sad (walopun gue tau salah gue si ga belajar.. haha :p) tapi Tuhan seneng liad gue setia :), dan Dia pun ingetin gue lagi kalo nilai gue itu adalah yg the best, because it's me and Him working together, not me and others working together. Jadinya gue ga nyesel sama sekali sama apa yg udah gue lakukan hehehehe, dan gue tetep akan mau menyenangkan Dia :)

bye, assignments.
see you pretty soon, final papers.

Need to study now.. wish me blessings ♥

Friday, June 10, 2011

Lautan Assignments.

It's like a circle. It has no end.
*lebai dikit*

Hari2 gue lagi dipenuhi sama tugas2 yang ga berenti.:(
Setelah 2 midterm tests tgl 23 May dan 26 May, tgl 25 May kemaren kumpul tugas QBA. Trus tgl 2 June kumpul tugas marketing. Belum bisa bernapas kita uda harus kumpul Assignment Econs tgl 6 June. Kemaren tgl 9 June abis submit Assignment Political.

dan kemaren juga dikasi tugas Research Method baru buat tgl 1 July. 2 hari yg lalu dikasi tugas QBA kumpul tgl 21 June. Tgl 23 June waktunya untuk kumpul Mini Thesis. Minggu depan hari Senin tgl 13 ada presentasi Marketing, dan Kamisnya ada presentasi Political. And I still have VIVA on 24 June.

I am overwhelmed with assignments!!
Tetapi dengan hikmat, I'm gonna beat them all ;)

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy


Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy 
This is excellent and really gets you thinking about what will happen in Heaven.
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last.
Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County

Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven.
It makes such an impact that people want to share it. "You feel like you are there," Mr. Moore said.. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moore 's framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.

Here is Brian's essay entitled:

" The Room.."
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings.
As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I have liked" I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed." The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed at."

Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to be surprised by the contents Often there were many more cards than expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.

Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth.. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched," I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me.

One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now I had to empty it and burn the cards...
But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With.." The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes.. No one must ever, ever know of this room I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes.
Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him.. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, and so alive.
The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished."

I stood up, and He led me out of the room.. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

If you feel the same way forward it to as many people as you can so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My "People I shared the gospel with" file just got bigger, how about yours?

source: Heaven as written by a 17 Year Old Boy

Sunday, May 15, 2011

pengen aja.

Pengen nulis. Cuma pengen nulis aja. Walopun ga tau mau nulis apaan. Lumayan merindukan perasaan ini, perasaan di mana gue bisa cerita semuanya di blog gue. Kenapa sekarang uda nga? Kalo liad post2 gue yang dulu, walopun agak2 juga isinya, tapi dulu gue bisa cerita semuany di blog. Kenapa sekarang nga? Kenapa skrg update aja males? Kenapa skrg ga prna post apa2 di blog gue? Gue punya sjuta liburan ke sana sini, akhrnya lupa gitu aja krna ga gue update blog gue.

Hr ne, malem ne tepatnya. Tiba2 gue rindu blog gue untuk hidup lagi. Pengen rasanya smua cerita2 gue ada lagi di blog gue. Tapi setelah sekian lama uda ga update, bingung gimana cara nulis lagi hahaha. Pengen cerita segalanya lagi di blog. Pengen pengen.

Tapi sering juga pengen doang, waktu, niat dan mood nya kaga ada. Pengen apa2 disalurin lagi ke blogku. Blog ku sudah hampir mati :( kekeringan hiks. Isinya yang ga penting dan ga guna banyakan wkwkwk. *sadar diri*

Mau update lagi. Akan update lagi. Janji!!
Mulai dari sekarang aja gimana? Hahaha.

Bb aka blackberry yang uda jadi pinkberry gue lagi eror. Ga eror gimana si, cuma bisa tau2 panas, dan baterenya abisssss sttpppp, baru di charge, sbntar kemudian pelan2 dia abis jadi 0. T_T Kemaren ne uda sempet bener, tapi skrg eror lagi. Hiks... Sign untuk dapet hape baru kah? *ngarep* tapi gue cinta pinkberry gue...

Terus gue lagi libur midbreak seperti yang gue bilang di2 post sblmnya. Tpi seperti yang uda gue bilang juga, gue banyak tugas huweeeeeeee. Abis midbreak aja ada 2midtests, terus banyak tgs yg hrs dibuat gitu hissss. Harus semangat semangat!! semangat leniiiiiiii!! Gonna give my best. Must give my best!!

Lately banyak hal yang sering bikin gue up and down. Ada yang bikin gue hepi dikit, gue jdi super hepi. Tapi ketika hal kecil drag me down, gue ketarik smpe bawah2. -_- mau bisa mengontrol diri lebih lagi. Ketika lagi seneng, ga boleh membiarkan org lain menghancurkan kesenangan itu.

Satu sharingan bagus itu, soal 2 orang ibu yang masuk ke sebuah toko. Penjaga toko nya marah2. Ibu A ngeliat penjaga toko marah2, ikutan sebel dan marah2 juga. Ibu B tetep hepi seneng dan ga brasa apa2. Ibu A bingung dan nanya ibu B kenapa dy bisa tetep seneng ketika liad penjaga toko kaya gitu. Ibu B jawab "kenapa saya harus membiarkan orang lain mengontrol diri saya?"

well, roughly like that. Intinyaa kenapa org lain marah2 kita harus ikutan marah?? Kenapa kita ngebiarin org lain untuk mengontrol diri kita? Dan jleb jleb ini sharing sangat mengena hahaha. Super super sering, most of the time malah, org lain ga ramah sm kita, kita ikutan ga ramah. Orang lain marah2, kita jadi kebawa n ikutan bete. Gue akui gue sangat2 seperti itu hahaha, ada yang ngebetein orgnya, gue ikutan bete. Padahal tdinya gue hepi, trs org lain marah2, gue ikutan kesel. Itu namanya membiarkan org lain mengontrol diri gue. Dan gue ga mau. So so so, i'm learning to control myself. Never let other people decide my attitude. Never let them ruin my happiness. dannn i believe i can do it =D For with God, nothing shall be impossible ;) - Luke 1 : 37

Jaga hati! Yes yes. Sangat sangat penting =) dan juga sangat sangat sulit. Apalagi sama rasa kecewa hahaha. Susah giler dehhh. hahahhaa..

Nah setelah gue mulei ngetiknya jadinya banyak yahhh haha. well, saya masi punya banyak banyak banyak critaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......... tpi bngung mau crita yang mana.

Gue akan internship segera :( akhir tahun ini. Seneng sih, pengalaman baru pasti. Tapi stress krna dari skrg ud harus cari ini dan itu, siapin ini dan itu buat internshipnya. Hikss. Tuhan, tolong leni dong :(

udah ah smpe sini aja.

Happy Belated Bday Frenzz..

Should have posted this earlier lol.

 Happy Bday Trace! 5-5-2011

and Happy Bday Anty! 9-5-2011

Thursday, May 12, 2011


and oh yea, I am in holiday now~~ oyee~~ for 10 days?? until 22 May 2011 :D

but bunch of things to do!!!
well, this is gonna be a very productive holiday!! (I wish) hahaha.

12 May 2011.
(Actually no relation XD)

Hi, 19!

Yay Yay! I'm updating! LOL..

So I am now 19 years and 24 days old =D Last year before I turn into 20.. oh no.. I no longer will be teenager pretty soon.. :( sad lo..

However, my 19th birthday was pretty exciting, made me realised how lucky I am to have my bf, SW14, and FGCC friends :)

So I was sleeping in my room, felt so sad because Frank said he got meeting that he needed to go back Cyber and can't come that night, and Ratna came and knocked my room door, and suddenly closed my eyes. Together with Putri, they brought me outside LV (at first I didn't know) haha, and they were waiting there. It was quite a surprised since I didn't expect so many of them to be there. I was pretty happy and sad at the same time. Happy to have them and sad because Frank wasn't there too :( I thought he really couldn't make it to my birthday.

Gonna give u some pictures~~

supposed to be girls only, but well, some boys were so eager to take pics. lol 

me and guys only :p 

heheheheh, love you all :*:* thank you so much =)

After that, time to go back to my room and sleep.. Ratna and ce Monch insisted to teman me go my room. I thought "oh okay, can chit chat first before go" hohoho. Turned out, when we went back to my room, Frank was there~~ woooooooo!! hahaha, with 19 candles >.<  that really made my birthday hahaha. happy happy :) thank you :)

and then I got this super cute card from my SW14 ♥. love it so much :) 

 super cute card with super cute shoes :)

me and my sw14 ♥ 

 and handmade card from Frank for me ♥ 
 it's cute, isn't it?? ;)
♥ SW14 :)

I really love that night :) I'm very grateful to have you guys :) thank you so much. muach muach :* :p

Friday, April 08, 2011

Mel-Mel's Bday

One of beloved SW14 member, Mel2, turned 17 last week, and today, right after our freshcom, we had surprised party for her :D Happy Bday Mel2!

Mel2 with the cupcakes

Well.. she is turning 17 years old and we decided that she needs to have fun =) so we did some make over.. :p (we're actually the one who had fun hahahah)

sorry :p
andd... cakes were given to each of us..

and camwhoring :P

beloved SW14 ♥
Hahaha, happy bday Mel2! =D too bad Ce Nat2 could not join us.. it was fun tonight~~ love you girls :)